We are a little less than a month away before
the semester ends. It's been an interesting process and an interesting class.
In less than a month, I will walk away from this class having made a decision
with a bunch of strangers that impacts a whole community. I get to graduate and
say, “I made a difference”, but I leave this class questioning whether this
class has truly made a profound difference for us as philanthropists.
Over spring break I returned home to New York
City. The familiar skyline and murky air greeted me. Blaring sirens, rude
pedestrians, and dancing kids in subway cars engulfed me once again. I was
home. However, to most New Yorkers, including myself, the need in New York confronts
us every day on our daily commute. One city block can make a world of a
difference. You can walk from one of the richest parts of the city into one of
the poorest, without giving it much thought. I saw beggars beg and starving
artist perform their craft in exchange for a few dollars. I saw kids dance in
the subway, then narrowly escape cops who tried to arrest them. I saw all these
things unfold before me and just like every other time, they made me uneasy and
angry, but just like everyone around me, I did nothing. I knew better, but I
didn’t do the “right” thing. In the same way that I ignored the need in New
York, I believe we ignored the time once must dedicate to philanthropy.
In many ways, though democratic, I felt that we
rushed our decision in picking organizations. I completely understand that we
are constrained by time, but for a class that values time so much, perhaps we
should of devoted a bit more of our own. I guess my point overall is whether
the process merely facilitated the donating part of the program, but failed to
cultivate/foster the philanthropist culture. Amanda put up a good fight in
order to up the total number of organizations we wanted to consider, but most
people, including myself, wanted the deliberation to be over quickly. We chose
some organizations based on impulse and emotions, rather than calculated
assessments. We were instructed to consider financial health a factor, but not
the most important. We, as a class, were far more concerned with impact, but
again, I ask, what good is the impact of an organization if we chose out of
haste, instead of true need.
I don’t believe any of the organizations we
picked are bad organizations, but perhaps they might have not deserved to be
there, perhaps it is the case that we missed out on picking a better
organization in a rush to do “good”. Did we compromise our philanthropic
values?